It’s been a while since I’ve posted here and that’s because life has been tough actually.
If you read my last post, you will notice exactly what is happening currently in my country and also a lot of african countries are going through one attack or the other which is very heartbreaking and really disturbing.
Personally, I’ve been finding it difficult to write, edit or publish posts in my drafts. One of the reasons I love writing posts down in my draft is because of times like this that I can’t find any inspiration whatsoever to post anything. Unfortunately, this time I can’t seem to do any.
Some nights I cry and I feel better and most times I just lay in bed and been in my own world. It is very much ok not to be okay. I had this courage to just accept that this is normal, this is me been human, this is me accepting life and reality and of course knowing that I will get over it.
Going out is not safe at the moment in Nigeria. Just yesterday, there was a deadly riot just outside my street and when I saw the aftermath this morning, it’s really heartbreaking and scary. Citizens having same mindset and feeling that they could be the next to get shot at, stabbed or life taken away in a brutal manner without any form of justice.
I’ve been really down and I’m actually finding it very difficult to pick myself up.
I have list of things that I do before that really helps me get out this kind of mood and feeling but none seems to be working but writing this post is helping me relax a little bit.
I just discovered that one of the things that helps me gain myself back when I’m down is writing in that moment and expressing how I feel. I know why posts that I have written before doesn’t move me to post because it’s not expressing how I feel at that moment.
WHAT PICKS YOU UP WHENEVER YOU FEELING DOWN OR WHEN LIFE GETS TOUGH?
Checkout this hashtags on Twitter
Thank you for reading
Featured image: Pinterest (Rachelleea)